BRIDGEVIEW, Ill. ā A disheartened C.J. Brown told assembled members of the media after the Fireās 2-0 loss to the Wizards Tuesday night that he doesnāt know if heāll be back in uniform next season.
āIāve put a lot of thought into that,ā Brown said about his plans for next year. āEvery day, me and my wife battle with it. We try to figure out whatās the best opportunity and whatās going to happen with me next year. Right now itās up in the air.ā
Brown, 35, is the last remaining Fire original. The veteran center back has spent his entire 13-year MLS career in Chicago. He leads the team with 25 appearances this year but will be out of contract at the end of the season.
āIf I keep getting beat up like this,ā Brown said, referring to a knee injury he picked up Tuesday night, āI definitely wonāt do it, but I donāt know. The body sometimes feels great, sometimes it doesnāt. Itās the same story I tell everybody, Iām not sure. Iāll know in the next few weeks.ā
Brown said that the Fireās disappointing 2010 campaignāthe team will miss the playoffs for just the second time in franchise history this yearāwonāt push him toward retirement.
ā[A poor season] would motivate me to come back and do things better,ā he said. āThatās been my motivation most years; itās what I can do better to help the team so I try to come back one more year to make things better.
"This would be the perfect reason to stay, to try to go out on the right note. [This yearās] definitely frustrating but I wouldnāt let that be the reason why I would leave, thatās for sure.ā
Sam Stejskal covers the Chicago Fire for MLSsoccer.com. Email him at sam.h.stejskal@gmail.com and follow him on Twitter @samstejskal.